Enemy Of Infants

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The Queen of Chaos & Ruin: My name is Angel but some call me Enemy...

This is my B&W personal Tumblr which will contain my thoughts, ideas, dreams, experiences, poems, drawings, photos, music and videos that are all originally mine and mine alone. I claim everything in this blog to be my own... EXCEPT... I will occasionally post songs from the bands Hole, The Distillers and Spinnerette plus photos of Courtney Love/Hole and Brody Dalle because I adore her/them. ^_~

For a list of my interests, blogs and photos of myself... visit my pages/links located above... ^_^

So without further ado... witness my madness...

Deranged Sentiment

A maggot crawling corpse in my mind
Portraits of faceless pictures that won’t bind

That maggot ridden corpse is writhing in me
Those portraits of faceless pictures… I no longer see

Suicide is what happened
Thinking of the past
Of all the times I loved
And knew they wouldn’t last

I slit my wrists slowly
Under warm running water
Tilt my head back
Let the blood drain

As I slowly die
A preventable disaster
Close my eyes slightly
Enjoy all the pain

All the fuck I gave
Never did I receive
My affection was unrequited
Now it’s time for me to leave

Lost the will for life
So I cut myself deeply
I couldn’t bare the strife
The incision sliced neatly

I drop to my knees
And shed one last tear
Grasping death tightly
Without any fear

Close my eyes softly
And say in final breath
You fucking heartless bastards
I hope you enjoyed my death

© Enemy Of Infants

Surrender

Salt water tears… lay dead on the floor
Blood from the mangled veins in my wrists
Suck my soul from out my sores
That ooze like puss from rancid cysts

In a dizzy rage I puke out my guts
I appreciate your view Mr. Looking Glass
All the shit I’ve been through are shown through these cuts
I lived each day like it was my last

I know the truth so quit your stalling
Don’t pretend you can’t hear me
Government leaders, their kingdoms are falling
Man over board, drift out to sea

© Enemy Of Infants

WITCH GODDESS

Perpetual violence and aggression
Sense of natural values destroyed
Hither to… blended in fusion
Witch Goddess

Personification of moral blindness
Deaf in a jealous fury
Worship your royal highness
Witch Goddess

As you drown me in your silo of hate
Well knowing it’s just too late

It all sounds the same to me
I know too well what you see

Your twin gods argue
Our souls mean nothing
They could care less about you
Witch Goddess

Our prayers haven’t been answered
The truth you have been searching for
It doesn’t even matter
Witch Goddess

Salem’s witches circle
Witchcraft at its highest
Magic makes it personal
Witch Goddess

Drown them or burn them
At the place of righteousness
Judge them and kill them
Witch Goddess

I had a couple of dreams last night about a few people I no longer associate with. Just when I thought I would never see them again… O_o

The rest of the dream was jumping fences and running. I wish all of the exercise I did in my dreams somehow translated to real life so I can loose a few pounds while I sleep. That would be awesome… ^_^

I’m getting this retouched on my thigh. It’s Lady Death by Steven J. Hughes if you didn’t know… I’ve had it for almost 13 years. My goodness… it’s about damn time! ^_~

I finally have a few moments to myself. I’m going to listen to some music and relax with some green tea. I’m going to savor the moment before I have to go and run errands later this evening. >_<